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n744287428_438412_903.jpg n744287428_827419_9992.jpg n744287428_438405_8755.jpg n608275371_2964054_4462.jpg n744287428_827421_215.jpg I miss you so much it hurts Our Dearest Ashley, There is so much I wanted to say to you but was not prepared for. The thoughts of why? Run through my mind every time I think of your beautiful smile, your sweet laugh, and all the great memories of everything about you. At first I was angry, thinking how could this happen, how could she do this to us, and although you will be missed so dearly I know you are now happy. The world is a tough place at times to make it through, this many other people, and I know. I thought you were happy, I thought you were well. I wish there is something I could have done, I wish I could have helped you through the hard times and laughed with you more through the good times. Now all we have are the vast memories of you towering in our minds. I have never lost anyone to a cause like this, I have been close to it, But I guess I never thought of the impact something like this would have on myself and the others around us. I remember the talks you and I shared about suicide, you were the very last person I ever would have thought of. This is tarring me apart because I dont understand why it had to come to this. Everyday I sit and look at your picture with shaun, the smile on your face replenishes the sad thoughts of losing you. I cant explain how much you are missed and will always be missed. I wish I could have had one more chance to hang out with you, just to laugh with you, I want to hug you and tell you how much of a friend you were to me. I regret not taking the chances to hang out with you everytime you called, everytime you were there. Its going to be so hard knowing your not only a block away anymore. There is so much I admired about you, you always made the rite choices, you were outgoing and so much fun, you were the first girl I could relate to in this town. It was so hard not having anyone like me to hang out with and then you came along and just as easily left. I'm sorry, I wish I could have seen a sign, anything at all, I wish I could hug you and tell you it will all get better, I thought everything gets better. I'm sorry you had to choose this way out, I love you, you were a great friend, and a great person, the memories of you will always stay, the bad thoughts of losing you will refrain in time. I know your happy now, so all I have to do is be happy for you. I hope we will find each other again one day. Our sweet Ashley rest dearly, watch over us with blithe. You were and always will be so loved. Love you buddy Carly n744287428_827419_9992.jpg n608275371_2964054_4462.jpg n744287428_438405_8755.jpg n744287428_827421_215.jpg n744287428_438405_8755.jpg n744287428_827421_215.jpg Ashley Dawn-Kye Wilcox June 28th, 1988 - April 9th, 2005 Im Free Don't grieve for me, For now I'm free I'm Following the path god lay you see. I took his hand when I heard him call I turned my back and left it all. I could not stay another day To laugh, to love, to learn, to play Tasks left undone must stay that way I found that peace at the close of day. I my parting has left a void Then fill it with rememberd joy A friendship shared, a laugh, a kiss Oh yes, these things I to will miss. Be not burdened with times of sorrow I wish you the sunshine of tomorrow My friends and family, I'll miss you much Good friends, good times, a loved ones touch Perhaps my time seemed all to brief Dont lengthen it now with undue grief Lift up your hearts and peace to thee God wanted me now, he set me free Black Label Society - The Last Goodbye.mp3 Death Cab For Cutie - I'll Follow You into the Dark.mp3